ya finally i did get time to write all thanks to Y's internet and laptop.... well here i go again i am attracted to someone man i don change. its so funny seriously... its been only a few weeks since i know him... ha ha ha lets see if this happens.

hmmmm i am blogging after such a long time. funny this blog is supposed to be entirely me and i 'visit' myself only when i absolutely need to talk to someone. funny how the daily running of the tyres actually make u forget the beauty of driving... i should probably see myself everyday learn something from that day... sometimes i wonder if i am actually going back to that loner me which i had promised i would not. the solace being alone gives me nothing else can. or the happiness of having someone in ur life... i wish i could switch off for sometime and let things just flow by me. just sit like that gazing at something or sit silently engulfed in his body. just do things cos i feel like it and not cos those things would lead me to something else. nothing without strings... without feeling guilty at all that i am not doing something in case i might not give him that small chance to know me better...
sometimes my silent self beckons me its a call to myself my space and my thoughts.... i hope i can answer it without strings attached.....